what if I dont waaaaaannnaaaa
Not the easiest thing for me to say. considering I’m extra hard on myself, be it: physically, spiritually, academically. whatever. But, I was laying in my bed this morning, & this sense of ease just flooded my spirit. and in that moment I was able to say to myself: “im happy with me” with the bad and the good. with every flaw and good quality about myself, I’m happy with it. I’ve accepted that I’m growing….I’m not done yet, so I’m filtering out what delays my growth in any way. EASY? heck no. However, it is doable. I am someone’s inspiration, someone actually looks up to me…and thats the hardest thing for me ever. I am so flawed and so not perfect, so why would someone look up to me? But who says you have to be perfect inorder to fall into the category of “hero”? You don’t. Well, I don’t….so with that I’m able to say if they can see the good in my character and how great I am (PLUG haha) then so should I.
I’m Amazing, and I am happy with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.